Life…

This is one of the most on going subject in my head at the minute and i do not understand one hell of it. I really have no understanding in why we are actually here and what the meaning of being here is. All i seem to do is hurt people and i know for a fact i have changed.big time. And to my knowledge it aint for the best either. Lots of shit has happened over the past couple of months in which i wish i could go back in time like right now would be nice… They say dont have any regrets, but i have loads. Even waking up in the morning can be a regret to me. But ahh well. Bring on two years time and i am gonna be out of this country. Its just a shame its such a long time away because i need to go right now :/